Buckling Under or Bowing Out | escapefromthesystem's Blog

I've never really believed in Karma before.  Don't get me wrong I think bad people will ultimately get their comeuppance - but thats divine justice.  But in the past I didn't think that we draw things to us (or repel them) by our feelings and thoughts.

But it seems to me now that in all my worries, in all my fears, and in all thoughts about running away it seems that events have conspired to force that situation.  However, I don't like to be forced into anything, and that is making me hold on more tightly than ever to the life and circumstances that are such a challenge to me.

Maybe its because I wonder if I'm being tested and I don't want to fail.  Maybe its because I'd rather go out fighting.  May its because I worry how I'll be thought of.  But maybe sometimes it is better to bow out gracefully, but it doesn't look like I'm going to.
 


Posted by escapefromthesystem at 12:49 on October 30th, 2009 at 12:49PM  
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